A handful of people, who truly know me, know what an extreme introvert I am, and that I struggle horribly self doubt. For the rest of the people in my life, they don't believe that. They see the Aries born, Chinese Zodiak Ram leader who is willing to try anything and who fights for what is right in the world. They see the acting major who has learned how to put on the face of the role they are playing and stand on stage and act out the part. So I asked a dear friend this morning what to say to my doubt when it pops in and threatens to make me throw up my hands and quit everything, She said to tell it, "Fuck off - Not today!"